03.10.2007

i'm taking a time release vitamin b-twelve. i'm gonna fight this apathy if it doesn't get me first

who cares about anything. i think i'm going to get kicked out of school for sucking at it so hard. really, "your grades are terrible. you don't put any effort into anything. and you can't even pass the requisite classes to get into your major. looks like you need to leave"

alright, everything around me is dying. i related to charles crumb more than robert. he killed himself. they all do, the city angels.

here's something to think about: by keeping you away from things like inebriants untill you've reached a worthy age. it creates an even more psychological distressful state when it's casually non-trafficked. offered in class.

educational hierarchy is the adversary. fuck this year. fuck yogi tea. fuck you.